Frustration

I am seriously frustrated with so much lately. Everything. My psoriasis is acting up like crazy these last few days just adding to it. I haven't been sleeping well. Every time I go to bed, I am totally exhausted, yet I can't seem to fall asleep for what seems like half the night. My brain just will NOT shut down. So I am tired. Being tired does a number on you. Its just a vicious cycle that I have going on right now. My patience is at an all time low. Especially with Dylan. I know its a phase and it will end. I am just waiting it out.
I can't even begin to tell you how short my patience are. The smallest thing will set me off. Keeping myself busy with things around the house does help, but again, it also goes back to being tired. When I feel so worn out it is hard to get moving and hard to force myself to stay busy.
We have a play date with a friend of mine and her boys today. I hope it goes well. It doesn't always. Thanks to my boys. Wish us luck.
Cross your fingers that I can find my patience again. I need them back. Now.