Yet another appointment. Short and sweet. There has been no change in dilation what so ever. I was so hoping that there was some progress, but NOOOOOO. Otherwise everything is looking good. Baby is just hanging out I guess.
So after the appointment I ran to Walmart to get some last minute things. A couple of nursing bras, pads, hairbands to hold my hair back during labor, and a baby book for the little one. I also picked up a photo album for baby. Dylan has his own and so will this one. I get home and open everything and put stuff away and realize then that the pages inside my new BLUE photo album are PURPLE! What is that about?! Whatever, I bought it, its not worth the hassle of a return, so I will just deal.
The days are getting harder. I am so exhausted each and everyday. It hits me mid morning and then again in the afternoon. Each day when Dylan naps, I do too. I just cant help it. I can be sitting down and my head starts to fall and my eyes are shut. Next thing I know, Dylan is coming up to me trying to wake me up. I feel so bad for doing that, but I honestly cant help it! It just happens.
I have been doing my best despite the exhaustion to keep the house clean and together. Its just not easy. Things get cluttered and I don't have the energy to fix it when it happens.
I am so ready for this baby though. I'm hoping for any day now. Sooner rather than later.